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♥ Sunday, December 28, 2008

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i've always loved doraemon. i feel its very cute & bubbly.
and prompted me to research more about this blue cat.

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Doraemon is a cat-like robot from the 22nd century.
He has a pocket of the fourth dimension at his stomach.
Doraemon originally had ears but they were bitten off by a robotic mouse.
As a result, he developed a morbid fear of mice despite being a robotic cat.
He was originally yellow. After getting his ears gnawed off by a robot mouse,
he slipped into depression on top of a tower,
where he drank a potion labeled "sadness".
His depression made him so "blue", that he changed into a blue robotic cat.

some interesting info:

favourite food: dorayaki, which is a sweet bean paste filled bun

height: 129.3cm
weight: 129.3kg
running speed: 129.3km/h
jumping height: 129.3m
maximum power: 129.3 bhp
manufacturing date: September 3rd, 2112

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♥ Thursday, December 25, 2008

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dear all lovelies, merry christmas !
may this christmas be a wonderful one for each and everyone of you.

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christmas is happy day,
cause its our anniversary also.
as long as you're by my side, i'm contented already.
even though there's no surprises and no exciting plans,
but there's you. and its enough.

四周年快乐 ~

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♥ Saturday, December 20, 2008

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♥ twintwin - i hope there will be nice pink phones launched in the market soon. one that fits the bill, i'm sure i will get it =) everything went okay for me. i'm feeling much better already. thanks for your smses & emails, can feel your lots-of-care for me. happy or sad times, i know you will be there for me. thank you twintwin.

♥ eileen - thanks for the tag. i'm better already, she's at a happier place now, i know. btw congrats girl on being a mrs =)

♥ rowena - great grandma =( i know we're all sad over her departure, but i'm sure we'll see her in heaven one day right. think that way, my dear cousin.

♥ Jolene - thank you girl. i'm alright. how have you been? busy i guess. but i know in tough times, God will lead us through. jiayou =)

♥ canny - hey canny dear, hugs back too. sorry wasnt able to meet up that day and thank you for the sms. let's arrange for another date soon okay. miss u too ~~

♥ JJ - such a pleasant surprise that you left tags for me. yup the earlier difficult times, i guessed they were part of His plan to let me know i have to wait. And i'm glad i did, hope this change will be a good change. i'm blessed coz i have the support from the 3 important men in my life : Him, Daddy ... and of course You !

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will reply tags tonight

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finished watching 不良笑花 yesterday,
the drama gets better as the story develops.
always been attracted to dramas starring rainie; she's very gd @ facial expressions,
even though very exaggerating but that's what make the dramas interesting.
taiwanese shows are always very dramatic with cute sound/visual effects. lol
for this drama, there's only 14 epi, which i felt is too short.

(pictures credit to dygod.cn)

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last week, several of the sprees i joined arrived.
been receiving parcels for consecutive 3 days.
happy happy each time i unwrapped =)
currently still waiting for loots from:

* taobao spree
* cutie spree
* AE spree

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less than a week to christmas,
which will mark our 4th year anniversary. -loves-

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♥ Thursday, December 18, 2008

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been neglecting this space for quite some time.
thanks girlies for all your comforting tags.
i'm feeling very much better already,
work and work = less time to think of sad memories,
though i will think of my great grandma some days before i sleep.

anyway i've been praying for something consistenly for a few months,
no answers, no directions, no actions from Him above.
until about 1 week ago, i can see His work.
His faithful guidance and how He opens up the path for me.
i finally see hope and light.
also understand His message - He wants me to wait. wait for the right time.
His grace is really amazing.
As my heart sink with depressing things and thoughts,
He lets me know that He has never left me alone,
and is always willing to carry me through.

i've made an important decision, with mixed feelings.
i know 2009 will be a brand new start for me, because He provides.
as i'm typing these, i thought of the very famous "Footprints" -

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One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand;
one belonging to him and the other to the Lord

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of his life.
This really bothered him and questioned the Lord about it.

“Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you’d walk with me all the way.
However, I noticed that during the most troublesome times of my life
there was only one set of footprints.
I don’t understand why when I needed you most you would leave me.”

The Lord replied, “my precious, precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you during your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you.”

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thank you Lord.

10:17 PM

♥ Wednesday, December 10, 2008

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the whole of last week, i was eagerly waiting for the weekend to come;
the long weekend to be exact.
had i known how i would be spending my long weekend,
i wouldnt be looking forward to it at all. not at all.

on friday, i took 1/2 day leave.
was planning to meetup with twintwin and canny.
i received a phonecall from mama about 10am and
told me that my great-grandmother had passed away.
the news came so unexpectedly.
i was rushing a piece of work but i was not in a state to continue working on it.
my mind was in a total blank.
i went into my boss's room, before i could say anything,
tears rolled down uncontrollably.

i rushed down to ICA to collect my passport,
waited for my brother to come home,
and we set off to malaysia the next morning.
upon reaching the funeral parlour,
i walked to my great-grandma's coffin,
she left us very peacefully.
i know that if she could see us,
she wouldnt want to see us grieving.
but i wasnt so strong.

the three days at her wake -
i speak to her, prayed for her, and sing her favourite church hymns to her.
each time, i told myself not to cry as i know she's with our Father in Heaven,
but still i couldnt control my tears.
on monday, we sent her off on her last journey on earth with lots of 不舍.

my great-grandma had near to 200 descendants according to the family tree.
i am proud to have a very caring great-grandma
who always put others before herself.

我会永远记得你 ah-tai
我知道我们以后一定会在天上相聚
我期待那日的到来

9:44 AM

♥ Tuesday, December 2, 2008

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twintwin's tag made me realised how long i havent been updating my blog.
slightly more than a week since i lasted blogged.
at this moment, i'm thinking of what to blog,
and i have no idea at all !

because i realised the topics that i shared with pple around me these days
are all of my rants and frustrations regarding the way 'she' manages the dept,
our work, and i'm so sick of her lies and how she twist and turn her words.
she is truly a roti-prata ! >.<

there're so many stupid rules and regulation that she impose on us,
and its infringing on our privacy and employee rights.
not only are these nonsensical rules eating into my precious time,
they’re affecting my morale too.
now I work like a robot, whoever ask me to do work, I will do.

if I ask her for guidance/ advice, she will say I’m not proactive and has no initiative.
if I don’t ask her, she will say how come I never ask her about anything.
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how to work under this kind of unreasonable and ridiculous person?

i only can tell my problems and frustrations to my dear boss,
but she’s suffering under ‘her’ grasp too.
we confide in each other and to our Father in heaven.

please pray for me.

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